RMC

Somber my days are now,
but they were not before.
I use to live in graceful vows,
touching cheeks I adored.

I live at the bottom barrel
where muck askews hope.
I used to ride a carousel lit
bright lights pretty tropes.

Where the songs of the day
I knew them so well kissing
my love all and every way
not a single crevasse missing.

Still I centered myself calm,
and my temper it steadied.
I knew I was never in harm,
my compass it stayed readied.

Nowadays are so different
I am at a loss of reaching out.
I am just so damn different
trust broken hurt spills about.

Live me a song and I did once,
upon the hope of being home
I passed the chance to move on
and bad decisions bemoaned.

Everytime I think of sweetness
I hear her voice and golden hair
whipping around in the air
I remember it now as if back there.

Her words and direction call
me everyday and kindle kind
things contorted evil now all
I am that’s good is when I rewind.

Back back to the past I go,
again always I will plow on.
There’s no going back now so
I’ll just dimish until dawn.  

Destiny in the hand of time
is such a cruel school to attend.
Fate is fictitious and in the mind
we make the past alive again.

So made by the gates of math
in the chasm of space continuum
I don’t see the change I see wrath;
all we can do is plead at minimum.

Listen oh oh I like wine fine
a sip will bring me sweet bliss
I want every part of your fine
wine along your leg I’ll kiss.

Explicit implicit moves turn
back and and look at me I love
every curve and every yearn
of your voice girl reach arms above.

I want you to reach back relax
I want you to seek attacks
across my neck please attack
my senses all at once the facts.

The need for you is so real,
just make me feel not ill,
you don’t have to reinvent the wheel
just want my want my chills.

You stole it awake I dream
walking steam reams
the clouded realm of queen’s
gone in my past now it seems.