Chasms of memories a trance,
led me to calm moments.
Inside my fiery mind I find,
I don’t deserve it but I want it.
The truth it hurts again,
I want people to let me in.
I feel so out of place,
but then I remember we all sin.
It’s okay for today
as I cross the street to plauge
the remedy I seek to breathe
is poisoned by meaningless displays.
I in darkness seek friends
on this globe that will explode I grin
at the rest of the universe’s command,
and how I can begin again.
My desire inside my heart
drives an impulse I need a thought.
I do what drives my mind’s forgot,
and in its chasms time is fraught.
What formula formulates drive,
last time I almost died
in the eyes of a person long gone tonight.
It’s alright I tell myself I tried.
May God do with me what he will,
my passion is almost killed.
It’s okay though I go for the thrill,
of another daily drives drill.
I do what I must.
All bones turn to rust,
yet on the way there I try to care,
and convey I stay and trust.
A deep feeling begs I feel
every day a dragon inside to slay.
What comes in the day is still.
My enemey is myself today.
My inner self is broken,
after the smoke clears,
I try to open doors near,
hidden by all my fears.
RMC 