From the moment I saw
your sweet eyes and smile got buried
in the deep where my mind weeps,
I’ve been in a state of denial.
Always your laugh beneath
my consciousness I always err
in my ways I’ve been in a daze;
in my mind you’ve always been there.
Whip the lip and lash
my back I have been dead
since the last time I saw
your beautiful smile in my head.
I fell at the moment
I saw the glimmer in your eyes.
You made me feel freedom, atonement
now that I think back I’ve tried to hide.
I saw you the other day
pass by and felt a calm torture
that made my chest beat bolder
and ease find my shoulders.
I laugh easier and can see
what it was inside my soul.
My friend you have always been,
the source of my own.
Across the floor I want happiness
to grace all of your days.
Every day since I looked in your eyes
and told you where my love stays.
To this day and forever more
I know not the end of my path.
Yet clarity has found me,
I’ve always smiled at your laugh.
I will love you in my heart always
my beloved and precious joy.
Since the moment I saw you I grew
beyond the darkness, my ploy.
My friend I saw you again,
and buried within the deep of my mind
my esteem like a stream
felt clean, pure and moving like wine.
My friend I will always love you,
for who you are in your heart.
I know you have no regrets
and I know even in my urn you’ll never part.
I’m blinded and near sighted
and the four little word I told you,
was true and until my death
your smile will always be with me, it’s true.
(My Final Post, Good Night and Forever More)
RMC 