Journal
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Introduction: Two Year Texas Two-Step (Part 1)

It’s funny how some events in life eclipse others. What I mean by that is how a person’s trauma can be blinded by another event in that person’s life. Life is full of eclipses. Like the sun suddenly vanishing from the sky turning day into night, for just a moment, the trauma life induces at Continue reading
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A Feeling I Want To

Feelings warm coincidewith the conflict I hide,hurricane makes fame in mypath you won’t survive. The warmth of the water wellstells of a more intensive swellin ground found down by hellnone survive stories I tell. Make believe in my soulI do of course it tries to consolebut inside me there is a holeplaced inside me called Continue reading
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Principles Of Truth

The day is full of classless pastghouls that went to school that trespass.Take the invention of the wheel fastput on the pedal a foot of lead last. Sweep the streets in briskcold air that against skin crispis nothing more than mistyou can check of your list. You’ve seen it before at coreprinciples I am a Continue reading
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Corrupted Pup Let’s Look Up

The rainbow bent I lent I sentsentiment and it’s what I meant.For all the keys that freeze venton me please it puts me at ease since. Tear the wall see the war inflamethe embattled who battle same,seek recompense in things that don’tmake sense or seem sane. Send me a view to a scene sereneand scream Continue reading
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King Of The Lonely

Forever ago there was a halo,bright upon my head I’m feddaily though it was ages ago;my first love I held thrice instead. Fourteen I was a pain misunderstood,at the end of dead end roadsthen in my twenty’s, then thirties I could notlet the dirty feelings not erode. I tried to move on with time,then time Continue reading
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Collapse The Sky
Need is simple must that steadsin the front of a mind a design timeis a need to grow a mind’s needs;to see the traps we must rewind. Forever has blood led in fieldsmeant for prayers welcome lairof a prayer sent to God in fear illwill travel to the greedy and ensare. Power from hate permiates Continue reading
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All In The Past (Why I Wanted To Be An FBI Agent)
The 1997 Emmy Awards saw Gillian Anderson win her an Outstanding Lead Actress role for her work on Season 4 of the X Files. I loved that show. It wasn’t just the Aliens and conspiracies either. But…if you can remember the story line of his sister, well, season 4 had an episode called, “Paper Hearts” Continue reading
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What Heaven Is Of

In darkest hours you are power.The thought of your sweet sly smile,has me compile then reconcilemy meaning and being awhile. Trust this notion I want motioneveryday and as vast as the oceanI want to know how you sneezeand feel how kind is your devotion. Let’s imitate what happy people do,see what our company construesas humor Continue reading
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Passionate Zeal Real

For the reflection in steps perfectioncould never be attained I’m stainedfor the correct for the correction,words used to describe the strain. I was intended to be mendedin a chasm I black fell backto fences in life never tendedthat today puts me closer to a heart attack. Let this leash theif the beliefthat ascribed by my Continue reading
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Has There Ever Been A More Complex Person Than J. Oppenheimer?

Oppenheimer film review. 5/5. (Spoilers, Spoilers & More Spoilers 😉) Final Edited Version: The New Yorker describes Christopher Nolan’s biopic as Ultimately a History Channel movie, that misses its protagonist’s complexity. It’s in the title dated July 26, 2023 in the New Yorker. It can be found here: https://www.newyorker.com/culture/the-front-row/oppenheimer-is-ultimately-a-history-channel-movie-with-fancy-editing To some degree this upsets me. Continue reading
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