Reflection
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Three Lifetimes: A Perspective
When I was younger, I was confused about many ways the world worked. Yet certain values, like working hard and maintaining self-discipline, were made very self-evident to me. My father worked long hours at his job, and providing for our family placed many demands upon his shoulders, which he handled the best way he could. Continue reading
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Dark Art
Been to war beforewith the conflicts I tickun-like a bombing kamakaziI turn thick in conflict. I know an empitnessI know I reminisce like a fool I can’t missa chance at a beautiful kiss. I am blind I can not findmyself I between the signsthat tell me to for this lifemaybe I should I go blind. Continue reading
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True Blue
Beautiful things turn to ash like I pander to the powers that be; I’d like to love discreet but that wasn’t in the cards for me. My life was torn and ruptured by hands under a trance. Now I play games so I might not have to live by their dance. I see grey where Continue reading
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Thunder Tearing Asunder
Rumors tear asunder thunderin a room of gloom they bite soonbut the night heals with the gravityof a primal moon. We are but ash in a voidto be played to be toyedis actual attentionbut not enjoyed. Let us be like our ownselves fromthe inner demons we grew out ofinto to the states of mind we Continue reading
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Relief
Horizon has me captivated, the scene I know looks bleak but yearns it does like a churning wheel that finds the pavement and burns. Inside the empty soul I call my own I have desire that has its turn that has me feel so real I pump blood through my veins to feel sane unconcerned. Continue reading
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In A Flame Same

State of play is above ground,the best I have is plenty to be content.I have many ways I stay soberand like others, different ways to vent. Keep me calm in this adventure called life.I strive to find calm.Censor my life, and you will be disappointed,for the poignant things I feel real in here. I am Continue reading
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Scars
Sensors in my brain cellssale me joy I feel empty,I need a cut reality is hellbut it could be worse I’m cursed. It’s okay for today as I calm,feel pain I am alarmedby the nuances of attractionfor pain before hid in charm. Temptation, elation wrappedmy heart and entranced my eyesnow the things I wanthave changed Continue reading
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Blue & Red Hues
Follow my own heartI wish I could share a part,but the life I have is halfbut without you there’s no art. Take me around the worlddine on the best cuisine.Find and dance on dance floorswhile finding the best scene. I imagine you nearthe heat is high up in the sphere,I can stay here in the Continue reading
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Burn Until The Urn
Final withdrawal into the flame,it’s all the same insane stage.The primal motive drive downget found out by your inner sage. Turn the page I’m afraidto be mundane I’m entertainedby simple things I changewhen anxious and enraged. Mix the river with toxic fluidI’ll gravitate away famishednothing to it I am a druidlooking outside diminished. I need Continue reading
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Heart Of Gasoline
No one knows my inner thoughts; the things I do may be a breeze for others but for me I see walls tall to scale, weight heavy. The colors in my mind I’m blind to any hue, primary or secondary. Mix the canvas, it is grey, everyone’s vision sees what they will, weary. Tired, this Continue reading
About Me
Shadows of my old self.