Depression
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Thunder Tearing Asunder
Rumors tear asunder thunderin a room of gloom they bite soonbut the night heals with the gravityof a primal moon. We are but ash in a voidto be played to be toyedis actual attentionbut not enjoyed. Let us be like our ownselves fromthe inner demons we grew out ofinto to the states of mind we Continue reading
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Heart Of Gasoline
No one knows my inner thoughts; the things I do may be a breeze for others but for me I see walls tall to scale, weight heavy. The colors in my mind I’m blind to any hue, primary or secondary. Mix the canvas, it is grey, everyone’s vision sees what they will, weary. Tired, this Continue reading
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I Had To Do A Little Research…
I turned to the Bible for guidance to remember these important tenets. The Bible places a strong emphasis on forgiveness. Here are some key takeaways: * God’s Forgiveness: The Bible teaches that God is a forgiving God who desires to forgive us of our sins. Ephesians 1:7 says, “In him we have redemption through his Continue reading
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Where The Heart Lies
What was born in youthpasses away with mourningand loss of innocence,as the eyes wide open see clear. Complicate and you will losethe simplicity of God’s news,that the hunger for knowledgeis lost, as faith is what I choose. That I see, that I believe in mysteryupon the face of the worldthat fell into our hands by Continue reading
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A World Gone By

In a land of confusionthe soil is tainted colorsI want to be on the open sea;but fumes they me smother. Perplexed and vexedI stand and rocky ground.I wanted a different lifefrom the one I have found. Caring too much forthose who abandon meas they pursue what they will,fight I do a battle endlessly. I can’t Continue reading
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As You Wish

Vices amidst me I offer a rose, but black is my soil until the sun fails my temperance to spoil. Continue reading
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For A Smile I’d Go Miles

Bless the air that gives breath,and those who I’ve hinderedfrom the songs I’ve renderedfrom birth that I got off my chest. I love to think I can go on,singing a joyous song.I wish others could ride alongand see me at my best. I don’t know what that is,proud is my heart it’s loudto confess the Continue reading
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Basic Instincts

Weak am Iin the flesh I fail to failmy basic instincthides but beckons I sail. Desire for meis as strong as a pull can be,underneath beautythere is a beast. Summon my despairand I shall wallow in tears,that soak as if rainand stab as if spears. I call to my myselfto make everything okay.The day is Continue reading
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Envy In Me

Envy is in melike a sea greensick is the ocean;I harbor pain seen. A potion is motionmixing salty waterthats used to baptizethose who offer altars. Sacrifice is a life strifeis a knife that begs us fightdemons I don’t see thembut the fight brings light. Scarred to the bone,a tone alone gives you homewhere you can Continue reading
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A Feeling I Want To

Feelings warm coincidewith the conflict I hide,hurricane makes fame in mypath you won’t survive. The warmth of the water wellstells of a more intensive swellin ground found down by hellnone survive stories I tell. Make believe in my soulI do of course it tries to consolebut inside me there is a holeplaced inside me called Continue reading
About Me
Shadows of my old self.