Introspection
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A Soul The Devil Wrought
Lord, please forgive the life I’ve lived.I breathe all humanity brought.You forbid the things that refreshpain a soul the devil wrought. Within, in my core, it lives in bluethrough and through changeleads me to bliss as I kiss the nightthat breathes in my veins. The night lets feelings rushthrough my emotions, so I reach for Continue reading
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The Hole Inside My Chest
Twenty years since touchhas rushed over mewith a steady pulsing tone,with love’s crushing remedy. Whiskey—I used it to drownthe pain of absent love.Yet I cannot numb the feelingsI needed to cleanse with a gentle stream. Forever has weatheredmy skin—I am a man, but everyone’s a liar.Inside, I am so damn tired,having numbed emotions and desire. Continue reading
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“In The Morning Sun”
Never again will a sinful wrenspin a tale such as this again.For no birds will be so swiftlike a lift to eyes that call friend. Let’s forget something for a whileand seek harbor, a deep smile,that piles all the while in styleto ration and defeat the vile. The Lord is King above all,the King of Continue reading
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From The Brink
I’ve been long gone,in depth’s deep song,and I proved it all wrongwhile deceived for so long. Pour me another thought,I think I’m on the brinkand I need to rise to sinkthese blues I sing in ink. Under thunder rise,do the ripples’ riptideshave broken my stride,and I need you at my side. As a friend again,a Continue reading
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Absent Dove
Imagining a dove,makes me make sense.It gives me purposeand drives me to cleanse. Love gone past,the trauma, oh the pain,makes the synapses firedeep inside my brain. I wish I felt betterso I could make senseto those who do knowloss of love, its absence. Deny my heart a hearth,I think the Lord is complicitin the things Continue reading
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Dark Within The Day
Chasms of memories a trance,led me to calm moments.Inside my fiery mind I find,I don’t deserve it but I want it. The truth it hurts again,I want people to let me in.I feel so out of place,but then I remember we all sin. It’s okay for todayas I cross the street to plaugethe remedy I Continue reading
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Relief
Horizon has me captivated, the scene I know looks bleak but yearns it does like a churning wheel that finds the pavement and burns. Inside the empty soul I call my own I have desire that has its turn that has me feel so real I pump blood through my veins to feel sane unconcerned. Continue reading
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In A Flame Same
State of play is above ground,the best I have is plenty to be content.I have many ways I stay soberand like others, different ways to vent. Keep me calm in this adventure called life.I strive to find calm.Censor my life, and you will be disappointed,for the poignant things I feel real in here. I am Continue reading
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Scars
Sensors in my brain cellssale me joy I feel empty,I need a cut reality is hellbut it could be worse I’m cursed. It’s okay for today as I calm,feel pain I am alarmedby the nuances of attractionfor pain before hid in charm. Temptation, elation wrappedmy heart and entranced my eyesnow the things I wanthave changed Continue reading
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Blue & Red Hues
Follow my own heartI wish I could share a part,but the life I have is halfbut without you there’s no art. Take me around the worlddine on the best cuisine.Find and dance on dance floorswhile finding the best scene. I imagine you nearthe heat is high up in the sphere,I can stay here in the Continue reading
About Me
Shadows of my old self.
RMC 