Love
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Alive Inside
Don’t think anything of it.We need not repeat of it.What transpired was justa moment you had a shift. Take it or leave it I’ll be herealong the ruminations a stationI’ve known to kindly rearthough a furnace blazes in. I may be a simple guy shy,but you’d be fine like winebecause I roll out red carpets… Continue reading
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King Of The Lonely
Forever ago there was a halo,bright upon my head I’m feddaily though it was ages ago;my first love I held thrice instead. Fourteen I was a pain misunderstood,at the end of dead end roadsthen in my twenty’s, then thirties I could notlet the dirty feelings not erode. I tried to move on with time,then time… Continue reading
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Cede In Me The Seed
Met the Reaper she’s a keeper,I die every night I sleep with her.Tear me down maybe it’s what I need,for the ego in me feeds me dirt. To the basic shape I’m an ape,gifted with this heart of fire for freedom.She helps me pray for God I don’t hate;I pray for him every night to… Continue reading
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The Heart Wants What It Wants
The drive that heart gets,is just is what is.Whether it loves silenceand for miles loves to quiz. The depths I see I want to beinside my own holding on.The chaos is never lost uponthose who rise under this dawn. Gone and all along this path,wrath has had its grasp.Laugh until the absurdspeaks wisdom making love… Continue reading
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I Remember When I Stopped Loving Her
Sobriety is freedom. Sober living let’s a mind heal. As the memories come back I remember when she told me her tale. Which was quite literally a tail. To try to understand what our love was understanding the meaning of devotion. Marriage would seal those bonds I thought. But the intimate nature of living with… Continue reading
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Un-Awake
Twist a lemon over a drink,I think back when on the brinkI was a day away from death’s play.My demon’s taste for sulfur I thought extinct. Hindsight becomes at some pointwhere you need to smoke a joint.Fallen Angels tell a story of woe,and then you stay low disappoint. The sulfur holds no sway now.I have… Continue reading
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What Heaven Is Of
In darkest hours you are power.The thought of your sweet sly smile,has me compile then reconcilemy meaning and being awhile. Trust this notion I want motioneveryday and as vast as the oceanI want to know how you sneezeand feel how kind is your devotion. Let’s imitate what happy people do,see what our company construesas humor… Continue reading
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Unmentioned Names
Blonde hair almost decades ago,thought it was gone I let it goslow I go down this road growdoes the web of deceit some sew. Expose I know it all too well,the growing expressions of hellin the crime I commit it swellslike an arthritic joint it hurts I dwell. My dear I have left you behindin… Continue reading
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My Heart Today
My heart today in the worldhas gone hard and hard as stonefor notions that love is real is truebut some things it won’t condone. Like lieing to myself I won’t doI am a man and yes I will exudetrue thoughts of who I think of whomblackened a heart I need truth. Closure eminent I wish… Continue reading
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For You…
I’ve got qualities I’m notproud of to speak of and sayto you to keep me self sootheda lot of consequence comes my way. I need a volley of eloquent prettyflowers in the hours that won’t sourtheir sway in any specific wayI need to slay tumulut in power. Take my hand please needskeep me looking hopefullyin… Continue reading
About Me
Shadows of my old self.
RMC 