Pain
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Clarity I See
Under the night, so long and so crumbling, has been happiness long gone, pitiful I am in song.In all that I’ve done wrong, I haven’t hurt nor dealt wicked lies to despise all that tries to be dealt to me, I predicted. I am thankful for all songs beautiful in tone, that sweetly lift my Continue reading
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Legions Of Pain

Deep dwells legions,in black cold fitsI rise to surprisewith black eyes I rip. It’s just my pastthat causes concern.I live past it and trythose things unlearn. Yet the leviathonof a haunted soul minewill rise to devourthings pure and divine. I am not soullessneither am I a blind.I see myself happy thensuddenly me I can’t find. Continue reading
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Let Pain Be Your Guide
The Austin Band. Let pain be your guide. These are lyrics to a song sung by a band quoted to me by a doctor I just saw about some ankle and foot problems I’ve been having. Stemming all from chronic pain in my foot. I’m pretty sure when I filled out the paperwork for them Continue reading
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Crooked Breeze

I’m kind of crooked for lookingawkward talk a lot shooka wicked tree in my cool breeze crook,I got back all slighted looks. Cursed by ghosts and ghouls mostthrough the dew blue isthe color I love it shows I boastand let the doubters come to quiz. Translate the hate let’s debatea slaughter of a dose we Continue reading
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Un-Awake

Twist a lemon over a drink,I think back when on the brinkI was a day away from death’s play.My demon’s taste for sulfur I thought extinct. Hindsight becomes at some pointwhere you need to smoke a joint.Fallen Angels tell a story of woe,and then you stay low disappoint. The sulfur holds no sway now.I have Continue reading
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In The White Noise

Most people would look at my life and see that I’ve had a life of privilege. Believe me when I tell you nothing could be further from the truth. I have known a pain none could imagine. I have suffered an anguish none could fathom. Everytime I seem to rise above, the demons of a Continue reading
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God She Weeps Not

No one can ever convince me anyone is closer to God than a woman because all man has ever done is clash with heaven. Creators and bringers of life have kindled a love not understood as a bond at times bad and good but has done what they should. If I were God I would Continue reading
About Me
Shadows of my old self.