WritingTherapy
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Relief
Horizon has me captivated, the scene I know looks bleak but yearns it does like a churning wheel that finds the pavement and burns. Inside the empty soul I call my own I have desire that has its turn that has me feel so real I pump blood through my veins to feel sane unconcerned. Continue reading
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In A Flame Same

State of play is above ground,the best I have is plenty to be content.I have many ways I stay soberand like others, different ways to vent. Keep me calm in this adventure called life.I strive to find calm.Censor my life, and you will be disappointed,for the poignant things I feel real in here. I am Continue reading
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Scars
Sensors in my brain cellssale me joy I feel empty,I need a cut reality is hellbut it could be worse I’m cursed. It’s okay for today as I calm,feel pain I am alarmedby the nuances of attractionfor pain before hid in charm. Temptation, elation wrappedmy heart and entranced my eyesnow the things I wanthave changed Continue reading
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Blue & Red Hues
Follow my own heartI wish I could share a part,but the life I have is halfbut without you there’s no art. Take me around the worlddine on the best cuisine.Find and dance on dance floorswhile finding the best scene. I imagine you nearthe heat is high up in the sphere,I can stay here in the Continue reading
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The Dawn In Early Song
Little things they sting,I hear Angels, they sing.I miss the arms of gentle touchand gazing eyes softness brings. After pulsing softness,heat and passion breath,I miss conversation there arethings need said that are left. Hand and hand a mealbesides and forget let’s makeall the idle talk left fakeand move to the future let’s take. The worlds Continue reading
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Burn Until The Urn
Final withdrawal into the flame,it’s all the same insane stage.The primal motive drive downget found out by your inner sage. Turn the page I’m afraidto be mundane I’m entertainedby simple things I changewhen anxious and enraged. Mix the river with toxic fluidI’ll gravitate away famishednothing to it I am a druidlooking outside diminished. I need Continue reading
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Heart Of Gasoline
No one knows my inner thoughts; the things I do may be a breeze for others but for me I see walls tall to scale, weight heavy. The colors in my mind I’m blind to any hue, primary or secondary. Mix the canvas, it is grey, everyone’s vision sees what they will, weary. Tired, this Continue reading
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Friday, July 19, 2024/A Devotional
A Christian reflection on envy, strife and controvery. What the Bible speaks to concerning conflicts amongst people. (1st Timothy 6:3-5) NASB 3-If anyone advocates a different doctrine, and does not agree with sound words, those of our Lord Jesus Christ, and with the doctrine conforming to godliness,4-he is conceited and understands nothing but has a Continue reading
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A Smile Goes Miles
My fear is strife.I need to relax and releasethis consumption of griefof what has become of me. Sober I know I’ll growin mind, body and soul.I have tense shoulders I needrelease of shit I can’t control. It’s been so long since I’ve lovedand seen a sincere smile.I need to erase my painI’ve been through for Continue reading
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One Day At A Time
My life is but a dream,I take it from day to day.My mind is so consumedwith what I must do to stay. Sober I move forwardas I’m mocked to try see clearthe nearness of kind soulswho smile for awhile that control. The smiles say it’s okayto be who I am and I thankfulI am a Continue reading
About Me
Shadows of my old self.