About Me
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Let Pain Be Your Guide
The Austin Band. Let pain be your guide. These are lyrics to a song sung by a band quoted to me by a doctor I just saw about some ankle and foot problems I’ve been having. Stemming all from chronic pain in my foot. I’m pretty sure when I filled out the paperwork for them Continue reading
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Relief For My Easy Beast

Beneath the Scot-Irish spring is deepa gas whose aftermath is wraththat goes to my bone people don’t ownmy direction or path. I’ll be servile to compile awhile denialwill serve me at sea when beneaththe grief will survive awhile;love is all you need. I’ve been told by a ghost I mostdeserve not the best the world Continue reading
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It’s True…

I don’t know what fate brings,we are bound by boundsno one knows what songs singthat bring ill fate around. I will kill for you if I have to,bury bodies if necessaryif things are straight, hairy,red or blue we can forget it too. Nothing will keep me youfrom being what I knew years agothat make it Continue reading
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King Of The Lonely

Forever ago there was a halo,bright upon my head I’m feddaily though it was ages ago;my first love I held thrice instead. Fourteen I was a pain misunderstood,at the end of dead end roadsthen in my twenty’s, then thirties I could notlet the dirty feelings not erode. I tried to move on with time,then time Continue reading
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All In The Past (Why I Wanted To Be An FBI Agent)
The 1997 Emmy Awards saw Gillian Anderson win her an Outstanding Lead Actress role for her work on Season 4 of the X Files. I loved that show. It wasn’t just the Aliens and conspiracies either. But…if you can remember the story line of his sister, well, season 4 had an episode called, “Paper Hearts” Continue reading
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I Remember When I Stopped Loving Her

Sobriety is freedom. Sober living let’s a mind heal. As the memories come back I remember when she told me her tale. Which was quite literally a tail. To try to understand what our love was understanding the meaning of devotion. Marriage would seal those bonds I thought. But the intimate nature of living with Continue reading
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Beautiful Equations

Impose a rose I suppose,down to the ground againto worship why are thosecheeks melting into a grin? I know I am amazed shineupon meadows a bliss is thislevel of thought of minespending time on you I miss. I see your rosy lips slimand your eyes gaze in mine;so pardon a rhyme I againwant to replay Continue reading
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Passionate Zeal Real

For the reflection in steps perfectioncould never be attained I’m stainedfor the correct for the correction,words used to describe the strain. I was intended to be mendedin a chasm I black fell backto fences in life never tendedthat today puts me closer to a heart attack. Let this leash theif the beliefthat ascribed by my Continue reading
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Trouble For Trump

Trump, let me exercise my freedom of speech by wishing you luck in your upcoming trial(s) you bully, son of a bitch… Here’s an article by NBC about what truly has been his most pure example of pure evil. https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.nbcnews.com/news/amp/ncna627736 Here is a link to the full article by the New Yorker. Trump is in Continue reading
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Beloved…

The darkness is a turnthe more about life I learnand you do too you will love yearnbut be quick to defend be stern. Discipline in your life,will give you structure end strife,and be beautiful outsidewhat eyes can see in your stride. Forever we are blood I seethe eternal grace endlesslyyou drove out my raging seawhen Continue reading
About Me
Shadows of my old self.